Greg played guitar (2,4,5,6,7,8,9), bass (1,3), vox (3,9), and percussion (3,9). Cary played guitar (1,2,3,4,5,7,8), bass (6,9), vox (1-9), mbira (5), and percussion (3,4,9). Will played drums (1-9), percussion (3,4,7,9), keyboards (2,8,7,59), bass (4), vox (1-9).
Recorded and produced by Chris Anderson and At Dusk: 1,3,4,7,9 at NWRS, November 2003; 2,5,6,8 in the Gregory Heights Middle School Band Room, May 2004. Mixed by Chris Anderson and At Dusk in The Animal Kingdom. Mastered by Jon Cohrs at Spleenless Mastering. Ethan Chessin played trombone, concertina and cornet; Amy Subach played vox and percussion; and Chris Anderson played guitar.
I Set a course for November
We'll beat everyone else there, no doubt about it
I'm the group's final member
The roster has been stripped bare
I nearly shouted, "I'm the one with all the answers
They fall from my lips like ash, and touch on nothing"
So be aware of silent dancers
'Cause lately there's been a rash of fingers touching
I could watch as the sun sets down in your eyes
I could do with a year without goodbyes
I could watch as the stars come out in your eyes
I can count all the stars
But have we come too far?
And will these doubts be the last that there are?
Are they?
I pray they are
Through the storm and the rosebush
My fever will try to break and come up short
My feet collapse and my toes push on bottoms of emptied lakes
The numbers report: I've run out of excuses
My vacation's run its course and left me tired
Our dreams have run out of uses
And brought us a deep remorse in which we're mired
The sky was clear
Sun in the wind
And by the shore
Wading in the shallows
Hoping my feet would freeze
Expecting life from rain
We dodged the white spray of sprinklers
Pastel pink pursuit of joy
Visible through glassless windows
Full of stars and darkened sky
We went to swim
Be taken in
Clamber and climb
Shimmer and shine
We could do anything outside at night
We could do anything it would feel right
We could do anything I think we might
We meant to stay the night
Find out what it's like inside
Before you went away
We had our intentions right
Yet another thing we never did
Seeing what would come of this
If I find the place we hid
Something small is what I miss
Then driving away
Wishing to stay
There was water under our feet
Surface glowing beige and white
Watching while the shore's receding
Seeing things against the sky
Still in our clothes
Last of the warmth
Sand in our toes
Comfort and contentment
Muddled and cloudy sky
This is not what I chose
Outside at night
It would feel right
Marking your flight
Underwear's white
We could do anything
Edge of the light
I think we might
Feel it feel tight
Finding your height
We could do anything
I tend to spend my days waiting for the hurricanes to cease
You watch the weather change and wait to paint your mutant masterpiece
The summer breaks my fall
The winter's in a hurry
And in all honesty, you make me worry
The night I met you I had other plans I had to put to rest
I stood before you and you had me thinking I had passed the test
It's just a package deal
No judge without a jury
And in all honesty, you make me worry
I've waited all night
It doesn't feel right to keep going backwards
And the end of the line, I see nothing but signs that say "stop going backwards"
The more I think about it, the less convinced I am that you're from earth
I think you've been into this nonsense since its accidental birth
The past is mardi gras
The future's awful blurry
And in all honesty, you make me worry
The last time I saw Jesus he told me not to listen to your mouth
It's where you keep your tongue,
It's dripping poison and always pointed south
You make a fetish of your sweet provincial fury
And in all honesty, you make me worry
Farewell, full rooms
Bed sheets undone
No sign of sun
So we sleep
So long, springtime
Spent where it's warm
I had been warned
Still I'm here
Twice now I have come to
Understand the wind blew
You my way
Everything does pass
But it seems I'm last
To be told what's gone
Windblown away
Farewell, Joel Dean
Haven't been seen
Though leaves are green now
You are missed
So long, white nights
Gardens and gates
Hometown awaits
I must go
Farewell, farewell
You've given us much
When push comes to touch
Please take care
If scars can be
A history
Physically speaking our youth
Then I have
None of what you would expect
To find on
An old whale caught and harpooned
Several times
And thrown back seaward
Don't have the energy to argue
Despite the fact I'm twenty-three
And like a great mouth yawning
I'll nod my head and agree
Because I
Have spent my time in well-lit rooms
Discussing
Old jokes and who had made them
It seems that you have grasped
I cannot move so fast
P.S. I hope at last
You can forget the past
It restored my
Faith in reprise
That we could
Pick up where we
Left everything
I don't think that we've grown old
In spite of intervening years
It's just that we've had different jobs
And shed slightly different tears
I remember waking up at 6 am
The sweat had soaked into the mattress
When I flung the sheets away I woke you up
You never were much of an actress, but nevertheless
I had never felt that way in my whole life
My eyes alive, my body freezing
And I just assumed that it had been a dream
But maybe I just stopped believing
Every day we sing ourselves the same old song
And we've kept the picture rolling for so long
Forgive me if from time to time it seems too much
It's just a passing feeling
On a night like that I could go either way
In the morning usually I feel OK
At least that's what I tell myself when all else fails
I don't believe in destiny, so what's so paralyzing?
I thought you felt the same as me, or were you compromising?
With every word the planet shakes
With every tear I'm silenced
I thought you felt the same as me
We are an act of violence
I could never bring myself to tell you this
The atmosphere is too confusing
If this is a game we play night after night,
how do I tell winning from losing?
The heartbreaking thing is if I didn't think that we could still share breath
There'd be no reason to continue
But no matter how much sleep I lost to sweat,
my life is still bound up within you
All this time, we were right
All this time, and we were right
Your demeanor hides a million secrets, and a smile dwells in every one
I can see the helicopters hover
I can see the star you're hanging from
An empty classroom
Forgotten hallway
I made a promise to find you back there
I want for us to end up here
My shantytown of shattered gold
We'll blink in perfect harmony and never fear of growing old
I hope that I will find you soon
It's hard for me to wait so long
I've kissed you in a hundred dreams and every one has turned out wrong
The sun is setting
Your hands are paper
I meant to tell you
It might be worth it
You are all alone
Walking through the clouds
Dancing through the waves
Angel, show your face
If you've heard this one
Just ask me to stop
I've not been sleeping
The hours I ought
We've held for a while now
Rest would be unwise
I don't know when the last time
Was I saw such tired eyes
As yours
Look to me today
I don't resent it
If I start I'll say
In the back of my head have seen
All of the things I've been meaning
To take in
I keep no journal so that I'll forget
All the horrors I've let happen
On my watch
What does waking
Feel like to you?
Does it feel like
Beginning anew?
I've been witness
To so many things
Yeah, about which
You cannot begin
To imagine
Or I describe
It's high time that you realize
Tired eyes
Welcome home
We've waited
Welcome home
Good to have you back
There's only so many words that I still know
I'll show you which and you will see
I have not changed much
I know that you are what you say that you are
Welcome home
Some time passed
Welcome home
Still have not yet changed the locks
We are founding
A friendly embassy
Come after me as this turns out to be
Our northern renaissance
In praise of dilettantes
The time before you snapped the cord

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This is our second record. It is called Heights. Were anyone to have heard it yet, they would most likely think it quite executive! Don't would you? We think that there is audible growth on this record in all respects: songwriting, musicianship, track length and bone density. If two aspects of At Dusk presented themselves alternately on The Summer of Promises Kept without ever really being fused -- the melodic indie popitude (e.g. Starman) vs. playful angular madness (e.g. Seventeen Fever Dreams) -- then we'd like to believe that Heights showcases the synthesis of those two At Dusks on every song. Contiguous made continuous.
Heights was recorded under the skillful, patient, and sometimes unintelligible, guidance of Chris Anderson in two discrete bursts. Having lived with us during The Summer of Promises Kept, Chris chose to move back to his hometown of Austin, TX as we began to write new material. Consequently, our recording time was largely dictated by his ability to get sufficient time and funds. We're bad at making decisions, so it's just as well that some temporal order was imposed on us. Might I suggest a game such as you might find in Highlights magazine? See if you can guess which songs were recorded together, and which set came when.
The first set of 5 tracks was recorded in a room in our practice space at NWRS in Portland's Northwest Industrial District in November 2003. The room in question is not the one we rent, but was vacant at the time and less regularly shaped. We set up in there for a weekend and knocked out what we'd written over the summer since pressing SoPK. The weather was cold and the sun absent, leading us to lovingly working-dub this series of tunes The Blizzard of Forgotten Hope in answer to our bygone youthful optimism.
Chris then departed, leaving us to mull over the basic tracks and strategize a bit how best to augment them. We'd never before had this kind of schedulish luxury. We would hole up in the practice space (our own room this time) for entire nights and knock out overdubs that, by and large, worked out pretty well and made it onto the final album. In some cases, we even went so far as to replace old parts with new ones -- a Wilsonian decadence we wouldn't have dreamed of but a year ago. Meanwhile, we spent our Spring '04 touring for the first time (a two-week jaunt around the Northwest), wroting the second set of Heights songs, completing our music thesis, and co-organizing the PDXPOP Now!
We lured Chris to Portland with hyper-compressed recordings of our new songs recorded on our camcorder, as well as with grossly-inflated legends of acquiring some spending money. Chris came for the two final weeks of May to accomplish a Herculean labor with us -- record basic tracks for our 4 new songs, record overdubs for them, record vocals for everything and mix the whole mess. Much sleep was not had. Much fun was, as Chris knows that putting killing in animals is what animals is liking. Figure that out, cuz we're 2/3 vegetarian.
As fate would have it, destiny made luck go our way, to our good fortune. That is to say, the good will of our friends and colleagues made this madness possible. Having acquired some new gear, we borrowed amazing monitors from our friend and master-man, Jon Cohrs, and semi-secretly recorded our basic tracks in the amazingly non-parallel band room at Gregory Heights Middle School on NE Portland, where our roommate and friend Ethan Chessin was marshalling the school band, the State of Oregon having failed to do so itself. We were well cared for by the after school staff -- SUNfolk, janitors, passing vagrants -- and knocked out a track a day. Then, somehow, in a fit of delirium, we recorded all our vocals, all of our overdubs and mixed the album over the course of the second week. Chris had so much fun, he's moving back! That's just the kind of fun time you can expect from us.
And that brings us to now: Friday, June 18 2004. We'll be turning over our Cohrsified master to Cravedog tomorrow, and we'll have 1,000 of these bad boys to figure out what to do with. Likely, we will try and sell them to you. We will bring them on tour with us across the nation. We shall send them to the far corners of the earth to be written about -- Khabarovsk, Ouagadougou, Yellow Knife, and The Sydney Opera House. We will find you. We hope you're not too sad about that.